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Autism Life and Fear Of Change day 3 of 30 day challenge

So, today is the third day I’ve written this post. I am writing about the fear of change. Change can be scary and I don’t mean dimes and nickles, those can just be confusing. Seriously, why do they make the one worth less bigger than the one worth more? The size of currency should reflect it’s value. I am getting off track. When people start talking about majorly changing the course of life, you can start heading towards a meltdown. When someone just changes the course of your life without asking you, you will go into a meltdown. I hadn’t thought of writing about meltdowns until art and aspergers wrote about it.

Art and aspergers did such a good job about writing about meltdowns that I am not going to cover it again. Anyways, meltdowns aren’t fun. They’re pretty horrible, if you don’t catch them and stop them in time. I am not writing too much today.

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Logical reasoning with aspergers until the panic attacks

logical reasoning allows people with aspergers to use simple deduction to come up with what seems like simple answers, yet to others they aren’t. Logic is what holds the world together, that is until a
panic attack also known as an anxiety attack kicks in. If you’re entire world is logic based and you’re mind is totally based around the grades or marks at school, one is highly likely to fall into panic attack if they get a bad grade. Anxiety attacks can be fueled by school, especially when you hold yourself to getting an A on every test,quiz, project, etc. Logical reasoning usually prevails, but if for some reason you get an F because you thought the homework was due on another day you’re going to fall into a full scale anxiety attack. Take it from someone totally based in logical reasoning who has been there, done that.

Logical reasoning with aspergers is a much higher level of reasoning than those without aspergers due to the fact that we can mask emotions in the worst situations making it look like we don’t have feelings or that people with aspergers don’t care about others. That is totally untrue, we care too much, so the logical decision is to mask our emotions so we can hold onto our logic. We hold on until something makes us snap and our emotions come flooding out usually in anger or an anxiety attack. This is how we cope with life unlike most people who are flawed and don’t use black & white logic. If you do have aspergers please remember that their is gray between the black and white seas of logic.

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The full moons affect on aspergers, hfa

The full moon and I have an unpleasant history. I’ve found a cure for the full moon, unfortunately it’s an expensive cure. Since the full moon changes the pull on the water of the ocean and other bodies of water, it makes sense it would affect us since we are 66 percent water, the full moon can put us out of sync for up to 7 days. I’ve said ten before, but the last three rarely ever happen & what they really are, are just the ending of something the full moon caused. The cure for the full moon is none other then the ocean or a large body of water. You don’t have to see the ocean or hear it… You have to feel it. I know that sounds crazy, but it counter acts the full moon. You can be a mile away from the ocean and your body automatically starts feeling it. The closer you get the better you feel, this happens even if I don’t know I am going towards the ocean. Thankfully I live near the ocean. I’ve never been landlocked in my life and believe that more insane things happen in landlocked states because of the full moon and no ocean to stabilize people. I’ve only had one full anxiety attack cycle this full moon and Thankfully this cycle was very short. An hour and a half anxiety attack. I’ve had a lower freakout all weekend, but I am worried it hasn’t reached it’s climax. I’ve been devising hundreds of strategies on what to do to avoid the climax anxiety attack, but I won’t know If it worked till tomorrow.

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